Where do I find support to deal with this and any similar experiences that anyone can share?

I have known for a while that I probably had endometriosis, but my concerns just got confirmed and I feel as if I am in a whirlwind, I'm only 28. After my laparoscopy, I was told it was severe enough that my GYN suggests a hysterectomy, but only once my husband and I give conceiving a good try, which we have decided is what we both want to do. I have exhausted BC and I have researched the Lupron and decided against that route. I feel there is no reason to use it since we are ready to try and I just don't want it in my body. I plan on having the hyst asap, depending on conceiving. The endo has fused my bladder and uterus together and there is a small spot on the outside of my sigmoid colon. I am having a colonoscopy next Thursday to ensure it is not inside. A bowel resection? Surgery to seperate my bladder? I'm scared, my husband is scared. They held off telling me this after the lap, out of fear I wouldn't heal as quickly. Anybody I can talk to?